NAT KANG COLE

alrighty.. apologies to all..
nat.k has been a real ass the past two weeks
not only have i not been studying
been extremely tempremental
but i have also been really disgusting
so much so i feel simply appalled by myself.
its like i just went into this phrase of indifference
but i think im gonna make sure that isnt going to happen for the next week
at least i hope.

u see the thing abt me is that
as long as im not engaged in thinking
im perfectly fine
extremely happy
totally easy to get along with..
but once i start thinking
i'll just become like.. weird (even beyond my own comprehension)
its like this schizophrenic fetish or some sorts..
like hyde and jeykel

my mom wants to go do sth that involves the switches
will be back..