Saturday, March 05, 2005
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IM DARN PISSED..IM FEELING DAMN OVERWHELMED!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
U READING THIS PROBABLY THINK IM THIS PIECE OF DISGUSTING EMOTIONAL BASKET CASE.. WHO CANT HANDLE STRESS.. OR PRESSURE
AND GUESS WHAT??
YOUR DAMN BLOODY HELL RIGHT!
YOU KNOW WHY?
CAUSE I WORK HARD.
AND I KNOW I DO..
I MAKE SACRIFICES
MORE THAN MOST PEOPLE I KNOW..
BUT U KNOW WHAT?
I WAS BORN STUPID!
AND THAT I CANT CHANGE..
I TAKE BLOODY HELLISH LONG TO DO A QUESTION THAT A HCJC OR RJC STUDENT CAN TACKLE WITH ONE EYE CLOSED.. ONE HAND TWIDLING A PEN AND LISTENING TO THEIR BLASTED RADIO IN ABOUT A FEW SECONDS..
WHICH IS WHY I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP
BECAUSE I TAKE TOO LONG TO DO MY WORK!
AND ITS UNFAIR..
BECAUSE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY!
I DONT SEE HOW I DONT DESERVE THE SAME AS U
I CRIED YESTERDAY DURING ASSEMBLY.
IT WAS HELL EMBARRASSING
BUT I COULDNT HELP IT
PEOPLE WHO WORKED SO HARD COULDNT MAKE IT
IT REMINDED ME OF MY O'S
MY GRADES NEVER REFLECT MY EFFORTS..
MY TEACHER CRIED FOR ME FOR MY RESULTS
IM A DISSAPOINTMENT TO THE WORLD
I HATE U!
SOME OF THINK MAY THINK THAT IM A SUPERFICIAL ASS HOLE
A SELFISH ONE WHO IS WORRYING AND CRYING OVER STUPID THINGS LIKE MY STUDIES
WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE DYING IN REFUGEE CAMPS WHEN OTHERS LOST THEIR LOVED ONES TO THE TSUNAMI CRISIS..
THEY DESERVE THE RIGHT TO CRY
NOT ME.
AND I AGREE
THEREFORE I REGRET THAT I EVER FELT LIKE YEST OR TODAY
BUT U NOE WHAT?
IM SELFISH!
YES I AM SELFISH
AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE..
YOU HAPPY NOW?
IM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTTHING
IM SORRY I CRIED YESTERDAY
IM SORRY I CANT HANDLE STRESS
IM SORRY U FIND ME DISGUSTING
BUT U DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE IM COMING FROM
WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR?
HUH?
WHY DO PEOPLE STARVE?
WHY ARE SELFISH PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE A ROOF OVER MY HEAD CRYING OVER SUCH STUFF WHEN THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE?
I WILL PERSERVERE.
I WILL CONTINUE IN MY BLOODY EFFORTS TO TRY AND CATCH UP
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF!
I HATE THE FACT THAT IM DOING NEARLY EVERYTHING IN MY MEANS TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.. BUT I CANT.. IM SORRY THAT IM PRONE TO EMOTIONAL OUTBEAKS BECAUSE I CANT GRASP MY LIFE.. ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT SEEMS.
IM SORRY IM SUCH A DISGUSTING WASTREL
I WISH I NEVER WAS BORN.
I WISH I WERE SMARTER
I HATE MYSELF.
I DETEST MYSELF
IM NOT WORTH ANYTHING .
TO MYSELF: "FUCK U U BLOODY BITCH.. U FUCKING WASTREL.. U GOOD FORNOTHING PIG."
I WILL NEVER EXCEL AT ANYTHING
THOUGH I TRY
CAUSE IM DUMB
IM CRYING AGAIN
STOP CRYING U FUCKINIG WASTREL.
IM DARN PISSED..IM FEELING DAMN OVERWHELMED!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
U READING THIS PROBABLY THINK IM THIS PIECE OF DISGUSTING EMOTIONAL BASKET CASE.. WHO CANT HANDLE STRESS.. OR PRESSURE
AND GUESS WHAT??
YOUR DAMN BLOODY HELL RIGHT!
YOU KNOW WHY?
CAUSE I WORK HARD.
AND I KNOW I DO..
I MAKE SACRIFICES
MORE THAN MOST PEOPLE I KNOW..
BUT U KNOW WHAT?
I WAS BORN STUPID!
AND THAT I CANT CHANGE..
I TAKE BLOODY HELLISH LONG TO DO A QUESTION THAT A HCJC OR RJC STUDENT CAN TACKLE WITH ONE EYE CLOSED.. ONE HAND TWIDLING A PEN AND LISTENING TO THEIR BLASTED RADIO IN ABOUT A FEW SECONDS..
WHICH IS WHY I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP
BECAUSE I TAKE TOO LONG TO DO MY WORK!
AND ITS UNFAIR..
BECAUSE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY!
I DONT SEE HOW I DONT DESERVE THE SAME AS U
I CRIED YESTERDAY DURING ASSEMBLY.
IT WAS HELL EMBARRASSING
BUT I COULDNT HELP IT
PEOPLE WHO WORKED SO HARD COULDNT MAKE IT
IT REMINDED ME OF MY O'S
MY GRADES NEVER REFLECT MY EFFORTS..
MY TEACHER CRIED FOR ME FOR MY RESULTS
IM A DISSAPOINTMENT TO THE WORLD
I HATE U!
SOME OF THINK MAY THINK THAT IM A SUPERFICIAL ASS HOLE
A SELFISH ONE WHO IS WORRYING AND CRYING OVER STUPID THINGS LIKE MY STUDIES
WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE DYING IN REFUGEE CAMPS WHEN OTHERS LOST THEIR LOVED ONES TO THE TSUNAMI CRISIS..
THEY DESERVE THE RIGHT TO CRY
NOT ME.
AND I AGREE
THEREFORE I REGRET THAT I EVER FELT LIKE YEST OR TODAY
BUT U NOE WHAT?
IM SELFISH!
YES I AM SELFISH
AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE..
YOU HAPPY NOW?
IM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTTHING
IM SORRY I CRIED YESTERDAY
IM SORRY I CANT HANDLE STRESS
IM SORRY U FIND ME DISGUSTING
BUT U DONT REALLY KNOW WHERE IM COMING FROM
WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR?
HUH?
WHY DO PEOPLE STARVE?
WHY ARE SELFISH PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE A ROOF OVER MY HEAD CRYING OVER SUCH STUFF WHEN THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE?
I WILL PERSERVERE.
I WILL CONTINUE IN MY BLOODY EFFORTS TO TRY AND CATCH UP
I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF!
I HATE THE FACT THAT IM DOING NEARLY EVERYTHING IN MY MEANS TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.. BUT I CANT.. IM SORRY THAT IM PRONE TO EMOTIONAL OUTBEAKS BECAUSE I CANT GRASP MY LIFE.. ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT SEEMS.
IM SORRY IM SUCH A DISGUSTING WASTREL
I WISH I NEVER WAS BORN.
I WISH I WERE SMARTER
I HATE MYSELF.
I DETEST MYSELF
IM NOT WORTH ANYTHING .
TO MYSELF: "FUCK U U BLOODY BITCH.. U FUCKING WASTREL.. U GOOD FORNOTHING PIG."
I WILL NEVER EXCEL AT ANYTHING
THOUGH I TRY
CAUSE IM DUMB
IM CRYING AGAIN
STOP CRYING U FUCKINIG WASTREL.
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sometimes i can feel the same way as you do.. your not discusting for it. your beautiful in your efforts.. those people who dont try yet get amazing grades, will never know what it means to earn a normal grade. i want to talk to you more if you have msn add me... fudge4kathrineandgrace@hotmail.com
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