NAT KANG COLE

alrighty. due to gluttony on my part ( one of the deadly seven sins.. im so damn sure im like on my way to hell) .. i BINGED. yes. i did not control myself today. and i ought to be shot. so SHOOT me.

sigh.was doing ap halfway.sis messaged me from UK to help check out mom's email. and so here i am. that idiot is on her way to the london bridge while im on my way to failing my ap once again.

sigh. its so infuriating how sometimes you put in so damn hellalot of time and effort into an assignement and u fail. badly.life is just freaking unfair at times.

fullstops are good. i love fullstops. i cant wait for the a levels to come to a fullstop. but then again. ill miss school. read. not academically. maybe.lit lessons? minus pc. and i would definitely miss mdm khoo. shes cool. she rocks. she is like the ultimate. goodness me. how i aspire to be as talented as her one day. really. she an extraordinare.
and no i dont mean it in a sacarstic manner.

so i wonder how many kgs ill put on today due to my incessant eating. yes that included two scoops of sinful ice cream... sigh... actually i didnt eat that much. but oh well.

so now bkc travel narratives await me. time for me to voyeur to the streets of india and bangkok etc.. to experience temporal poverty and to stop wallowing in my self pity. because as compared to them. im considered fortunate.

fortunate natalie shall return to the turmoil of doing her term paper again.
wonder if i'll get to sleep tonight.
sigh.