Sunday, May 22, 2005
suffocated
i was feeling really really frightened today..
the notion of taking a's this year is simply dreadful.
i wish i could just evade it all.. run away.. live the life i've always dreamt of.
sometimes, i wish i was born rich.. that way ill always have options..
but no. im poor stupid ugly and fat.. with little options...
meaning to say.. if i dont get into a university after my a's .. im a goner.
(not that i particularly want to continue studying anyway.. but i know its essential)
so there.
before i rattle myself senseless...
let me share u the beautiful and 'adequate' workload i have this weekend..
gothic unseen essay
gothic structured essay
ap presentation
math tutorial s6
math tutorial s7
econs case study
econs mcq chapter 14-17
gp paper 1
and mind you this are the bare minimums.. there are then a few...'
study for s5/s6 quiz on tuesday
study for econs mcq test on tuesday
revise gothic.. ( which i have to before i can attempt the gothic term paper anyway)
all the kumonish sets that have been given to us.. * to date i think i have accumulated 6 sets
ap analysis.. etc etc....
the list could go on and on but im tooo lazy to blog it.. i might as well use the time to clear all debris
yep and my first week of school hols goes to pre u sem..
which is really not very delightful.. esp for a stupid student like me who really needs more time to study..
please. i beg u. save me from the a 'levels
sigh...
there is this really weighted feeling in me now..
the feeling of dread resentment and helplessness..
somebody please knock me senseless now..
so that i may be immune to this wretched world.
the notion of taking a's this year is simply dreadful.
i wish i could just evade it all.. run away.. live the life i've always dreamt of.
sometimes, i wish i was born rich.. that way ill always have options..
but no. im poor stupid ugly and fat.. with little options...
meaning to say.. if i dont get into a university after my a's .. im a goner.
(not that i particularly want to continue studying anyway.. but i know its essential)
so there.
before i rattle myself senseless...
let me share u the beautiful and 'adequate' workload i have this weekend..
gothic unseen essay
gothic structured essay
ap presentation
math tutorial s6
math tutorial s7
econs case study
econs mcq chapter 14-17
gp paper 1
and mind you this are the bare minimums.. there are then a few...'
study for s5/s6 quiz on tuesday
study for econs mcq test on tuesday
revise gothic.. ( which i have to before i can attempt the gothic term paper anyway)
all the kumonish sets that have been given to us.. * to date i think i have accumulated 6 sets
ap analysis.. etc etc....
the list could go on and on but im tooo lazy to blog it.. i might as well use the time to clear all debris
yep and my first week of school hols goes to pre u sem..
which is really not very delightful.. esp for a stupid student like me who really needs more time to study..
please. i beg u. save me from the a 'levels
sigh...
there is this really weighted feeling in me now..
the feeling of dread resentment and helplessness..
somebody please knock me senseless now..
so that i may be immune to this wretched world.
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