NAT KANG COLE

despite having spent quality four days having fun
the pessimistic idiot in me refuses to blog abt it
instead.. i shall groan and moan and complain abt the freaking results

after doing so much practice for math
ie: reading all the notes
attempting allocated tys questions
doing papers etc
i got a freaking pathetic o
compare this to freakos who do so much better than me despite if i may boldly assert do less than me... makes me sad
cause it makes me feel dumb
and so
on tuesday i was crying like an emotional basket case
because i was frustrated.sad.Angry.
i was feeling useless.stupid.
my stupidity had received its much needed affirmation.

today while going thru the paper
i discovered many stupid careless mistakes..
oh what can i say?
i ought to be shot

there is sth wrong with me
gothic essay:6
like hello nat.. wake up!
what the hell is wrong with u??

and ur desk is still in a mess nat
u havent touched anything since after mid years nat
what are u doing nat?
why are u messing up ur life nat?

arghhh whatever.