Saturday, July 16, 2005
letter from my conscience
dear natalie,
hello once again. this is your conscience speaking. I realised that i have been absent from your life for quite a painstakingly long time ( to me at least) .Regrettably, during the duration of my absence, yours truly ( me) have realised that u have effortlessly took steps to screw up your life. Being the dutiful conscience that i am , i have decided that i cannot ignore the situation anymore. Thus, i have decided to write you this letter. I'm back to affect.
Firstly my dear, you have not been studying. Not since the mid years you have not. You have been in fact sleeping alot. You feel exhausted after all the june holidays mugging. You also feel contempt towards the fact that u did not get to enjoy your june holidays at all. Well listen up you pig.. you better get your act together right now, because your prelims are in about 7 weeks time and you are totally not prepared for it.if you fail, its your fault.
Secondly my dear, you have not been exercising. You have been a freaking emotional eater recently. Coupled with the very fluctuative nature of your weight; you have been ballooning. This is making you upset, stressing you out even more. Unfortunately, instead of solving the problem, you have fallen trap into a vicious cycle. This being the fact that you eat more to feel better. My dear, the effort u put in for one year to has been nullified. The 8 km jogs/ brisk walks have absolutely have been rendered redundant now.. the deprivation of food that helped you to success is now your enemy. You truly are your own enemy. You feel pugsly, sad, frustrated, irritated, uncomfortable.. and guess what? its your fault.
Your family has also been making life torturous for you. I truly symphatize and understand the fact that your sister is an inconsiderate bitch who doesnt practice what she preach. she has been making lots of snide comments and her actions everyday seem to revolve around a sole aim: to irritate the hell out of you. Also you feel extremely disgusted by the fact that all your life your sister has been the one getting all the privilleges. you my dear are the black sheep. even till today when your sister no longer studies. your studies are still the least of concern. well well well... you should really try to ignore that and live with the fact that your family is dysfunctional. you will learn how to overcome the odds and show the bitch that you can do it. with no thanks to her. oh yes, and if she every physically abuses you again.. dont kill her. you would be ruining your life. its not her fault that she has such a bastard in her life. but poor you having to deal with the brunt of the entire situation when u are not even involved. vow never to talk to ur sister. treat her indifferently. win the battle.
lastly you should really stop being affected by people. some people just put you in a bad mood. ignore them. you are not slave to their thinking or emotions. you are you. i would suggest you put up a protective barrier around your entity to protect you from such incidents.
With that i end it here, i shall be back to commence part two of my preachings.
remember~ only the fittest survive.life is unfair. kill to overcome.
love,
your conscience.
hello once again. this is your conscience speaking. I realised that i have been absent from your life for quite a painstakingly long time ( to me at least) .Regrettably, during the duration of my absence, yours truly ( me) have realised that u have effortlessly took steps to screw up your life. Being the dutiful conscience that i am , i have decided that i cannot ignore the situation anymore. Thus, i have decided to write you this letter. I'm back to affect.
Firstly my dear, you have not been studying. Not since the mid years you have not. You have been in fact sleeping alot. You feel exhausted after all the june holidays mugging. You also feel contempt towards the fact that u did not get to enjoy your june holidays at all. Well listen up you pig.. you better get your act together right now, because your prelims are in about 7 weeks time and you are totally not prepared for it.if you fail, its your fault.
Secondly my dear, you have not been exercising. You have been a freaking emotional eater recently. Coupled with the very fluctuative nature of your weight; you have been ballooning. This is making you upset, stressing you out even more. Unfortunately, instead of solving the problem, you have fallen trap into a vicious cycle. This being the fact that you eat more to feel better. My dear, the effort u put in for one year to has been nullified. The 8 km jogs/ brisk walks have absolutely have been rendered redundant now.. the deprivation of food that helped you to success is now your enemy. You truly are your own enemy. You feel pugsly, sad, frustrated, irritated, uncomfortable.. and guess what? its your fault.
Your family has also been making life torturous for you. I truly symphatize and understand the fact that your sister is an inconsiderate bitch who doesnt practice what she preach. she has been making lots of snide comments and her actions everyday seem to revolve around a sole aim: to irritate the hell out of you. Also you feel extremely disgusted by the fact that all your life your sister has been the one getting all the privilleges. you my dear are the black sheep. even till today when your sister no longer studies. your studies are still the least of concern. well well well... you should really try to ignore that and live with the fact that your family is dysfunctional. you will learn how to overcome the odds and show the bitch that you can do it. with no thanks to her. oh yes, and if she every physically abuses you again.. dont kill her. you would be ruining your life. its not her fault that she has such a bastard in her life. but poor you having to deal with the brunt of the entire situation when u are not even involved. vow never to talk to ur sister. treat her indifferently. win the battle.
lastly you should really stop being affected by people. some people just put you in a bad mood. ignore them. you are not slave to their thinking or emotions. you are you. i would suggest you put up a protective barrier around your entity to protect you from such incidents.
With that i end it here, i shall be back to commence part two of my preachings.
remember~ only the fittest survive.life is unfair. kill to overcome.
love,
your conscience.
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