Friday, September 30, 2005
i was bingeing
i ate curry puffs
and cheezels
why?
cause im tired.
ok thats irrelevant.
and im an emotional eater
i just havent figured out the triggering source.
got back gothic.
sighhhhh
just passed overall.
most popular comment on my lit papers:
1.longwinded
2.longwinded
3.get staight to the point!
4.could have been more direct and concise
5.go st to the episodes quickly!
6.
7.PARAGRAPHING ( written in bold red ink that stretched the entire length of an A4 courtesy of mr e koh)
8.now brush up on ur organisation skills and writing style
oh well.. to sum it up... i have lousy writing techniques which probably robbed me of a better grade in my papers
got an overall B for paper 5
and a smelly E for paper 4
overall grade now C
AND PC IS NOT BACK YET
not that im complaining. i was just hoping to pass initially
but me dear im only human. and humans are have this strange obsession with greed.
lets just cross our fingers tight and hope that im not that idiot which mr koh was talking abt who wrote 4 pages and got a stinky pathetic 6 marks...
maths lesson today with new teacher
i was soooo sooo clueless
everyone else knew what was going on
i was just staring at the bloody question
wondering which was my x and which my y
which was my variance and how to present it?
what kind of a distribution it was and what the hell i was supposed to do...
SHEESH!
5 weeks away from prelims
damn it nat.
wake up~
sheesh
im be damn happy if i get a c for my math in a's
even though i promised my dearest mrs wong ( aka huang da jie)
the math teacher who put in so much effort and faith in me
that i will strive for a B
AARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
DRIVE NAT DRIVE! UVE DONE IT BEFORE DO IT AGAIN!
i know some of my class mates arent very happy with their grades
whether it be exam stress or careless mistakes or other things
and the stress is setting in.
i believe in all of you.
and i know that we are all slowly putting in more effort.
be it a teensy weensy step every step counts.
oh and have i mentioned that some people are just so freaking judgmental.
( not to make any generalities but often the science students)
i talked to an ex class mate yest ( think top notch jc)
and she talked to me like i was stupid or sth. ( not purposely)
but there was this subtle implication
she offered advice to me without even my asking ( think gp self imposed opinions)
i mean people change
i know i may not be smart
but i know that im not that stupid either
maybe u were the ones who made me feel stupid all the time last time
but im not going to let that happen again
i just got back some confidence and im not gonna let u destroy it
im less stupid now
still stupid
but less.
i ate curry puffs
and cheezels
why?
cause im tired.
ok thats irrelevant.
and im an emotional eater
i just havent figured out the triggering source.
got back gothic.
sighhhhh
just passed overall.
most popular comment on my lit papers:
1.longwinded
2.longwinded
3.get staight to the point!
4.could have been more direct and concise
5.go st to the episodes quickly!
6.
7.PARAGRAPHING ( written in bold red ink that stretched the entire length of an A4 courtesy of mr e koh)
8.now brush up on ur organisation skills and writing style
oh well.. to sum it up... i have lousy writing techniques which probably robbed me of a better grade in my papers
got an overall B for paper 5
and a smelly E for paper 4
overall grade now C
AND PC IS NOT BACK YET
not that im complaining. i was just hoping to pass initially
but me dear im only human. and humans are have this strange obsession with greed.
lets just cross our fingers tight and hope that im not that idiot which mr koh was talking abt who wrote 4 pages and got a stinky pathetic 6 marks...
maths lesson today with new teacher
i was soooo sooo clueless
everyone else knew what was going on
i was just staring at the bloody question
wondering which was my x and which my y
which was my variance and how to present it?
what kind of a distribution it was and what the hell i was supposed to do...
SHEESH!
5 weeks away from prelims
damn it nat.
wake up~
sheesh
im be damn happy if i get a c for my math in a's
even though i promised my dearest mrs wong ( aka huang da jie)
the math teacher who put in so much effort and faith in me
that i will strive for a B
AARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
DRIVE NAT DRIVE! UVE DONE IT BEFORE DO IT AGAIN!
i know some of my class mates arent very happy with their grades
whether it be exam stress or careless mistakes or other things
and the stress is setting in.
i believe in all of you.
and i know that we are all slowly putting in more effort.
be it a teensy weensy step every step counts.
oh and have i mentioned that some people are just so freaking judgmental.
( not to make any generalities but often the science students)
i talked to an ex class mate yest ( think top notch jc)
and she talked to me like i was stupid or sth. ( not purposely)
but there was this subtle implication
she offered advice to me without even my asking ( think gp self imposed opinions)
i mean people change
i know i may not be smart
but i know that im not that stupid either
maybe u were the ones who made me feel stupid all the time last time
but im not going to let that happen again
i just got back some confidence and im not gonna let u destroy it
im less stupid now
still stupid
but less.
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