NAT KANG COLE

dear natalie.

you have 3 days to your c math paper 1 which u are totally not prepared for.
you feel a sense of unease. its not stress its not panic. its just unease.
which is fucking screwed up if u ask me.

why do you feel this way?
why are u going in the examination hall indifferent to whatever may come?
tell me natalie.
did u do any justification to the 2 years of math u worked for in the last 2 months?

dear natalie.
let me tell you.
you have a last change to salvage your condemned soul.
you have 3 days to salvage whats left of mathematics.
you need to do math
no lit.

promise me these things
1.do hardcore math for the next 3.5 days
2.do not touch lit of gp.
3.only external subject from math permitted is econs.( not more than 2 mcq papers a day)
4.tmr when u go to school do not engage in idle chit chat. just do math
5.focus focus focus. do not even give a damn if the sky threatens to fall on you.

suddenly i feel like crying.
its not a cry of panic.
its not a cry of sadness
it is a cry of unjust.
a cry of regret.

imagine yourself in feburary.
like this?
would you like it?

natalie. you can still make it.
you did consistent work at least with all subjects and all assignments and tutorials.
its possible.
remember mrs wong
remember her hopes her joy her infinite dreams
remember the promise you made to her
do justice to the work you have done my dear.

yes i can.