Sunday, December 04, 2005
its not that i dont want to spend time with you
or that i dont want you back in my life
you were once very important to me in life. you still are
but when u did what u did..
i formed a barrier against you as a coping mechanism..
and u really cant just expect things to revert to the way they were
its different now
but im trying
and i need time.
im not angry . im not pissed
i dont even want to remember what happened
things are just like that now
but a wound is still a wound and it takes time to heal
sometimes it will never completely heal
it was a deep wound
and it left a scar.
or that i dont want you back in my life
you were once very important to me in life. you still are
but when u did what u did..
i formed a barrier against you as a coping mechanism..
and u really cant just expect things to revert to the way they were
its different now
but im trying
and i need time.
im not angry . im not pissed
i dont even want to remember what happened
things are just like that now
but a wound is still a wound and it takes time to heal
sometimes it will never completely heal
it was a deep wound
and it left a scar.
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