Saturday, January 28, 2006
im like supposed to do the dreaded spring cleaning now... oh well... im about done i guess.. a few more drawers to go.. but i really dont want to do it... am i whining? yes i am. therefore i shall stop.
im not sure if im quite missing school yet... perhaps... but im enjoying life now too...
watching will and grace till the wee hours in the morning. doing whatever i want as and when i like.no more tutorials to rush. books to read. math sums to be done..
but i do miss the company in school. the provocative nature of literature. the econs lessons etc.. but damn am i glad i got rid of math. FINALLY.
recently many of my friends have been coming to me abt their relationship problems.. and i conclude that love is way way tooo complicated...
love is like a vortex.
...the time has come.a fine young girl armed with a map and a knife.her mother had marked out the safest path for her to follow lest she met unnecessary trouble. but as a precaution ,her mom had trained her to combat danger with the dagger she held. armed with her gadgets the young girl resolved to follow her mom's instructions. she has full faith in the knife in which she was taught to fight with. feeling ready ,she sets off onto the path of adulthood...cautiously staying on the path her mom had marked out. she thought she was immune to danger. however, one fine day , out of nowhere, the vortex came and swept the girl out of the path she swore to stay on. the girl found herself in a whirl. reduced to a state of such fragility.. she faces the danger of losing her sense of self .even the threat of compromising her beliefs and ideals she had stuck so faithfully by. she reaches for her knife in a desperate attempt to fight back .unfortunately.. in a vortex, a knife is of no use. the more she struggles to be released the deeper she get pulled in. she is now entangled in an emotional spiderweb.. an unsuspecting prey... a sacrificial being. she is unable to apply what she had been taught for the hynoptic nature of the vortex has incapacitated her.
its frightening to see how things can change.. or how love can render one incapacitated .
the unpredictability of human nature strikes once more.
im not sure if im quite missing school yet... perhaps... but im enjoying life now too...
watching will and grace till the wee hours in the morning. doing whatever i want as and when i like.no more tutorials to rush. books to read. math sums to be done..
but i do miss the company in school. the provocative nature of literature. the econs lessons etc.. but damn am i glad i got rid of math. FINALLY.
recently many of my friends have been coming to me abt their relationship problems.. and i conclude that love is way way tooo complicated...
love is like a vortex.
...the time has come.a fine young girl armed with a map and a knife.her mother had marked out the safest path for her to follow lest she met unnecessary trouble. but as a precaution ,her mom had trained her to combat danger with the dagger she held. armed with her gadgets the young girl resolved to follow her mom's instructions. she has full faith in the knife in which she was taught to fight with. feeling ready ,she sets off onto the path of adulthood...cautiously staying on the path her mom had marked out. she thought she was immune to danger. however, one fine day , out of nowhere, the vortex came and swept the girl out of the path she swore to stay on. the girl found herself in a whirl. reduced to a state of such fragility.. she faces the danger of losing her sense of self .even the threat of compromising her beliefs and ideals she had stuck so faithfully by. she reaches for her knife in a desperate attempt to fight back .unfortunately.. in a vortex, a knife is of no use. the more she struggles to be released the deeper she get pulled in. she is now entangled in an emotional spiderweb.. an unsuspecting prey... a sacrificial being. she is unable to apply what she had been taught for the hynoptic nature of the vortex has incapacitated her.
its frightening to see how things can change.. or how love can render one incapacitated .
the unpredictability of human nature strikes once more.
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