NAT KANG COLE

i just got back from work... bak chor meee was damnnn good this lunch... the only redeeming thing abt travelling to china town point to work...


damnnn this morning route was just ghastly... and i just topped up my fare card like the day before.. and i've used 7 bucks of it already... but this isnt as awful as what we soon have to face up to..

the release of our A'level results...
Judgement day... the day where our selfworth is revalued...

rumour has it that since the o level results are out next week.. the a levels would be out the week after.

im feeling tension. im feeling apprehension.im feeling fear. im already tasting failure.

if all the effort i put in isnt going to be justified...
then it can be said that im the biggest failure....

please dont do this to me again. dont hit me in the face just only after i've recovered a little.
dont push me down the flight of stairs again... the climb has been strenuous and i've only caught a tiny glimpse of the top.

dont let me down natalie.