NAT KANG COLE

i cant help it. i feel edgy. i cant be happy. im moody and worried.

im stressed i can feel it but its ridiculous to admit it because it just shows what a fucking loser i am.

i cant stop eating . i cant find time to exercise. i cant sleep at night and my heart is feeling it.

i dont want to hear u. dont talk to me. everytime someone talks to me my heart murmurs and contracts.

i feel like im on a verge of a heart attack. stop forcing me . leave me alone.

time flies so fast. im losing my life. so little time so much to do. i cant stand it .

im becoming depressed. and i dont want to see anybody. or talk to anybody. not that u guys would really want to talk to me anyway.

open house tmr and i really wished i didnt need to go.

its not as simple as u think.

one shot