Monday, April 24, 2006
when both of them leave.
emptiness will slowly but surely creep into me...
a sense of void will then be inevitable...
i will no longer receive calls of 'bo liowness' where sometimes all we do is to hear each other breathe...
i will no longer hear the patented nonsense from them that no one else can provide me with...(evident from my previous blog post)
i will no longer be able to 'suka suka' meet up with them at the very last minute...
no more late night suppers...
no more paranoia from them...
and then i will be a lonely depressed person..
who will revert backto my autistic self...
who might die a premature death
university life... short school hours... no fixed classes...no fixed friends...
school to home.. home to school..
back home there will be a menopausing mother and a superbly annoying sister awaiting ... waiting to leash out upon the one who seems to always be at home..
chances are that i would become so emotionally and mentally imbalanced that i'd end up killing them both... thereby becoming a ruthless coldblooded pyscho murderer that will end up in the gallows for the crimes i committed...
sigh...
somebody save me!
.....preparation for an inevitable tragic life of lonliness.....
emptiness will slowly but surely creep into me...
a sense of void will then be inevitable...
i will no longer receive calls of 'bo liowness' where sometimes all we do is to hear each other breathe...
i will no longer hear the patented nonsense from them that no one else can provide me with...(evident from my previous blog post)
i will no longer be able to 'suka suka' meet up with them at the very last minute...
no more late night suppers...
no more paranoia from them...
and then i will be a lonely depressed person..
who will revert backto my autistic self...
who might die a premature death
university life... short school hours... no fixed classes...no fixed friends...
school to home.. home to school..
back home there will be a menopausing mother and a superbly annoying sister awaiting ... waiting to leash out upon the one who seems to always be at home..
chances are that i would become so emotionally and mentally imbalanced that i'd end up killing them both... thereby becoming a ruthless coldblooded pyscho murderer that will end up in the gallows for the crimes i committed...
sigh...
somebody save me!
.....preparation for an inevitable tragic life of lonliness.....
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