Monday, May 29, 2006
sigh... nowadays... hours become like days.. days feels like years...
feeling listless lethargic and unable to really focus or put my heart into anything...
was already feeling like that in europe...
but then i had more hope.
now im like a duck awaiting execution.. hoping somebody would find some strengths in me and decide that they had misjudged my calibre and take me in.
it really sucks to get rejected all the time. sucks that i have to even beg for a second chance. sucks that my best is never good enough for this world.
thanks for all the support ive received recently....
maybe its time for me to start taking the unconventional , risk laden, hard path.
feeling listless lethargic and unable to really focus or put my heart into anything...
was already feeling like that in europe...
but then i had more hope.
now im like a duck awaiting execution.. hoping somebody would find some strengths in me and decide that they had misjudged my calibre and take me in.
it really sucks to get rejected all the time. sucks that i have to even beg for a second chance. sucks that my best is never good enough for this world.
thanks for all the support ive received recently....
maybe its time for me to start taking the unconventional , risk laden, hard path.
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