NAT KANG COLE

i just came back from nus and somehow i feel kinda melancholic.. im not ready for school... i know im a big whiner as well as a pompous complain queen but really.. it didnt feel like an environment that could accept me ... as usual this probably afflicts to my inclination towards the familiar.. but even so.. sigh..

hopefully it would be like when i first stepped into pjc.. i felt so out of place.. esp when i saw seok.. in my mind i was thinking : oh my goodness there is a lian in my class and im in an ARTS class taking LIT .. this is so toally not my school...it didnt help that seok was completely aloof and answered me with such reluctance and had this horrendous bitch face on.. sorry seok.. but who could tell that i was make good friends with her? and that even today when we are no longer obliged to keep in contact we still do? and that pjc would hold so many memories that i relive in frequently.. pls let it be that way..

and yes the medical checkup is depressing.. i need to lose weight fast! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh! and nus is damnn hot seriously can melt there... so i need to lose fats so i wont feel so hot all the tiem.. tmr.. im going back to the gym with seok.. and im gonna kick some asses..

i just want to stay home.. i dont want to start school... i love my life too much now ... i think i have grown accustomed to being a bummer.. my new name is now.. natalie " slacker" kang ... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and why do weeks past so fast?