NAT KANG COLE

sometimes i really despise myself for the things that i say.
some of them mean and malicious.
i don t understand how i can actually find it funny at that point of time.
and this is commonly met with guilt .
its like with every statement of condemn.
you find some redeeming qualities in that person.
its like the guilt forces you to re think your opinion on the person...

everyone has flaws.. ive got to learn to accept them silently..

PS; Esther im not refering to gabriel..... the guilt that came with condemning him was not enough to redeem him. You deserve better. Looking forward to buying you a cake! Stay strong. Breakaway from abuse.. plot your way to happiness... ( isnt that ur wish?)

time heals all or rather numbs all feelings.. but who cares.. it works...