Tuesday, August 01, 2006
In secondary school we were spoonfed/forced fed
In Junior College we were fed if we crawled to the food and fed ourselves:but the food was given.
In University .. finding the freaking food is a challenge.. damn it
Like felicia im completely stumped by the way the university works.. and it doesnt help that they dont freaking give me my things on time and that things get lost on their side.. seriously...
im half the time skeptical if they's would even handle my documents if i mailed it to them.
Furthur more i havent got my momentum back yet. Nowadays im "not (my) usual self"-quoted from fee. and today i got two disapproving shakes as well as sighs from fee and seok.. thats when i decided its time i got my act back together. so i got an organiser. But damn it now i realise i need to get a freaking desk top and a printer since my comp is like nearly useless.. it doesnt evenhave microsoft office or windows media player la... and i suddenly feel extremely helpless without a printer because i get a headache reading words on the computer screen. Now the dilemma comes between buying a desk top and a lap top and my family opinion blah.. i wont bore you with the details...
and i got a shock of my life when lindy told me she already planned out her modules as well as time tables.. that was when i was .. WHOA.... SERIOUS RED ALERT.
wah kao... suddenly i feel a bit stressed.. and i can never wake up in the morning now due to the change in my sleeping patterns... but yes reality bites.. uni is starting .. and ive more and more stuff to do.. which means... that from now on i shall let my life be dictated by my organiser and todo list..
i feel such reluctance in reverting back to a life of schedules responsibilities commitment and time constraint...
sigh
:(
In Junior College we were fed if we crawled to the food and fed ourselves:but the food was given.
In University .. finding the freaking food is a challenge.. damn it
Like felicia im completely stumped by the way the university works.. and it doesnt help that they dont freaking give me my things on time and that things get lost on their side.. seriously...
im half the time skeptical if they's would even handle my documents if i mailed it to them.
Furthur more i havent got my momentum back yet. Nowadays im "not (my) usual self"-quoted from fee. and today i got two disapproving shakes as well as sighs from fee and seok.. thats when i decided its time i got my act back together. so i got an organiser. But damn it now i realise i need to get a freaking desk top and a printer since my comp is like nearly useless.. it doesnt evenhave microsoft office or windows media player la... and i suddenly feel extremely helpless without a printer because i get a headache reading words on the computer screen. Now the dilemma comes between buying a desk top and a lap top and my family opinion blah.. i wont bore you with the details...
and i got a shock of my life when lindy told me she already planned out her modules as well as time tables.. that was when i was .. WHOA.... SERIOUS RED ALERT.
wah kao... suddenly i feel a bit stressed.. and i can never wake up in the morning now due to the change in my sleeping patterns... but yes reality bites.. uni is starting .. and ive more and more stuff to do.. which means... that from now on i shall let my life be dictated by my organiser and todo list..
i feel such reluctance in reverting back to a life of schedules responsibilities commitment and time constraint...
sigh
:(
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