NAT KANG COLE

its been about two weeks since i last blogged.

im feeling really restless now. like really restless nowadays. no mood to study no mood for anything.

chinese new year has been really boring.

and nus is really such a damn bloody cheat
they cheated us two days of our cny only to welcome us back with 4 MID TERM EXAMS AND ONE PAPER DUE.

LIKE wth like seriously.

anyway im seriously having doubts abt my abilities. dont know if i am even actually cut out for uni. just feel like staying home not doing anything and not studying.
but of course that isnt very possible

i cant believe im only into my 2nd sem . i have at least 4 more sems to go or 6. depending. and im tired already.

im such a whiner. i have no motivation. i need some motivation injection or sth.

sian. what to do what to do. years are slipping past my fingers. no idea what i want out of life. sucks man.

and i cant type coherently cause i cant remember how to.

i have no brains.

ok

ranted
will rant somemroe
but right now
im gonna drag myself to my econs books
and study for the freaking mid sems coming up

screw it all

anyone wants to do my philo paper for me/
yay.