Sunday, April 01, 2007
SEOK i echo your sentiments.
This week is damn fucked out. The amount of hair i lost this week, the dark rings around my eyes , the crap state of my face and complete lack of exercise is testament to that man.
ive just been doing work doing work doing work without much productivity ironically. My brain is just no functioning but i seriously havent been doing anything else other than like essay outlines, philo readings, sn readings, sn notes etc etc etc.
and my philo first outline was a complete mess... so after redoing it and having intense headaches trying to think my tutor couldnt read it cause he is a graduate student and has his commitments as well. Cant blame him, only can blame my LOUSY brain which couldnt produce anything conclusive at all when i tried earlier... and hence, nothing conclusive came out till like the 4th time i sat down and actually re thought the entire question ( im blabbering now i knowi dunno what im typing)
my sn presentation yesterday was bad, i was mumbling fumbling being a menace of bad pronounciation and ungrammatical spoken sentences... i cant express myself this week!
let me give you a summary of the last two days
AND DONT TELL ME CAUSE I NEVER START EARLY MY PREPARATION FOR STARTED 1 TO 1.5 WEEKS AGO.ITS JUST THAT WHEN UR BRAIN ABANDONS YOU, YOU BECOME INCAPACITATED AND PRODUCTIVITY SUCKS EVEN THOUGH YOURE NOT DOING ANYTHING ELSE AND JUST CONCENTRATING.AND MY STUPID HORMONES ARE LIKE TOTALLY SCREWING UP MY EMOTIONAL STAET OF MIND. I LASHED AT A 14 YEAR OLD TODAY... I FEEL DAMN BAD.AND I CANCELLED TUITION ON THURSDAY CAUSE I COULDNT COPE. please tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
FRIDAY
7.30am-1.30pm- complete the second half of SN notes ( which wasnt very good despite the hours i put in)
1.30pm-2.30pm- try to scan readings for class
2.30pm-3.00pm- mad rush to prepare for school
3.00-3.20- get to school
3.20-3.55- print notes photocopy notes
3.55-4.00- get to class
4.00-6.15- class/presentation
6.15-7.10- rush to bbdc
7.10-7.40- theory practice
7.40-8.00- pre btt attendance validation didnt bring ic cannot take test
8.00-8.05- realised evaluation expired as well
8.05-9.05- pms sets in, hormones went amock,travelled home checked bbdc website etc etc
9.05-9.35- shower
9.35-1.30-philo prep AGAIN
SATURDAY
1.30am go sleep
5 am wake up- redo philo outline until 8.30.
Go for tennis come back by 11.30.
11.45 continue philo outline.
2.05 dash to the toilet to bathe, grab german books head out to lesson ( thank goodness we have a car now)
2.30-2.50 attempt german homework on car.( am 20 mins late)
2.50 reach german class.
2.50-5.45 feel like a complete idiot at german class cause my brain isnt functioning
6.00- realised i lost my organizer
6.30- back at goethe institute but my organizer isnt there anymore
7.20- reach home
7.30-9.00- complete philo outline email to teacher
9.00-11- BREAK. talked to manda on phone.
1130- received mail that my tutor cant go through my essay outline
11.30-12.00- emailed tutor a few times
12.00- realised im screwed.
Yea and incase u realised where are my meal times, i multi tasked, which means i gobbled down my food while working WHICH IS DAMN BAD and gonna make me FATTER.
AND yea monday tuesday wednesday and thursday were just slighty better. but still just as bad.
but i refuse to touch anymore work. tmr then i start.. maybe i do some light philo readings now first.
IF YOU AGREE THAT THIS WEEK WAS LIKE SHIT.. THEN TAG 'CRAB STEAMBOAT'!
This week is damn fucked out. The amount of hair i lost this week, the dark rings around my eyes , the crap state of my face and complete lack of exercise is testament to that man.
ive just been doing work doing work doing work without much productivity ironically. My brain is just no functioning but i seriously havent been doing anything else other than like essay outlines, philo readings, sn readings, sn notes etc etc etc.
and my philo first outline was a complete mess... so after redoing it and having intense headaches trying to think my tutor couldnt read it cause he is a graduate student and has his commitments as well. Cant blame him, only can blame my LOUSY brain which couldnt produce anything conclusive at all when i tried earlier... and hence, nothing conclusive came out till like the 4th time i sat down and actually re thought the entire question ( im blabbering now i knowi dunno what im typing)
my sn presentation yesterday was bad, i was mumbling fumbling being a menace of bad pronounciation and ungrammatical spoken sentences... i cant express myself this week!
let me give you a summary of the last two days
AND DONT TELL ME CAUSE I NEVER START EARLY MY PREPARATION FOR STARTED 1 TO 1.5 WEEKS AGO.ITS JUST THAT WHEN UR BRAIN ABANDONS YOU, YOU BECOME INCAPACITATED AND PRODUCTIVITY SUCKS EVEN THOUGH YOURE NOT DOING ANYTHING ELSE AND JUST CONCENTRATING.AND MY STUPID HORMONES ARE LIKE TOTALLY SCREWING UP MY EMOTIONAL STAET OF MIND. I LASHED AT A 14 YEAR OLD TODAY... I FEEL DAMN BAD.AND I CANCELLED TUITION ON THURSDAY CAUSE I COULDNT COPE. please tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
FRIDAY
7.30am-1.30pm- complete the second half of SN notes ( which wasnt very good despite the hours i put in)
1.30pm-2.30pm- try to scan readings for class
2.30pm-3.00pm- mad rush to prepare for school
3.00-3.20- get to school
3.20-3.55- print notes photocopy notes
3.55-4.00- get to class
4.00-6.15- class/presentation
6.15-7.10- rush to bbdc
7.10-7.40- theory practice
7.40-8.00- pre btt attendance validation didnt bring ic cannot take test
8.00-8.05- realised evaluation expired as well
8.05-9.05- pms sets in, hormones went amock,travelled home checked bbdc website etc etc
9.05-9.35- shower
9.35-1.30-philo prep AGAIN
SATURDAY
1.30am go sleep
5 am wake up- redo philo outline until 8.30.
Go for tennis come back by 11.30.
11.45 continue philo outline.
2.05 dash to the toilet to bathe, grab german books head out to lesson ( thank goodness we have a car now)
2.30-2.50 attempt german homework on car.( am 20 mins late)
2.50 reach german class.
2.50-5.45 feel like a complete idiot at german class cause my brain isnt functioning
6.00- realised i lost my organizer
6.30- back at goethe institute but my organizer isnt there anymore
7.20- reach home
7.30-9.00- complete philo outline email to teacher
9.00-11- BREAK. talked to manda on phone.
1130- received mail that my tutor cant go through my essay outline
11.30-12.00- emailed tutor a few times
12.00- realised im screwed.
Yea and incase u realised where are my meal times, i multi tasked, which means i gobbled down my food while working WHICH IS DAMN BAD and gonna make me FATTER.
AND yea monday tuesday wednesday and thursday were just slighty better. but still just as bad.
but i refuse to touch anymore work. tmr then i start.. maybe i do some light philo readings now first.
IF YOU AGREE THAT THIS WEEK WAS LIKE SHIT.. THEN TAG 'CRAB STEAMBOAT'!
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